Aaaand we made it. Page 150. Part of what was hard about writing this page is despite having children, I kind of forgot how they worked when I went to write them until one of my writing group friends who is also a mom reminded me that they suck a handling big emotions, like what might be elicited when you hear your father yelling about how he literally does not consider you to be his child or even good. But definitely part of what was so hard was the whole… uh, depression, I guess, that comes from feeling REALLY UNCERTAIN about your future. This is still the case! But I’m going to try to keep this comic as steady as I can all the same. Thank you for bearing with me.